Work-2

I hate the puerile and pathetic work that I have to do as part of my duties. For four days in a row I have avoided and procrastrinated a stupid work that I have to complete. I have given myself a thousand excuses, and ready to give a thousand more to my superiors lest they call asking for it. For the past four days, as the fear of an unfinished task weighs heavily within me, I have lent myself to several pasttimes, but with an irritating ache gnawing my heart. I know it will go only once I complete it, however badly I do it! Yet, getting myself to do it is becoming in itself an herculean effort. Hence, I while away time, and the fear deepens. The term 'vicious cycle' could not have found a better usage!

Incidentally, I am not in a strong position to just call up and tell my superiors that this is something I do not enjoy doing. I am on a weak wicket. I hope I survive here long enough. Else, I might be soon on the job market again!

God ( yes, I still Love you, despite the idiotic post below), please do bless me with Your Infinite Strength and Kindness. Though I understand that in the overall scheme of things everything is transient and momentary, still, this once I need to prove that I am worth it. Please Help Me, O Lord. Please return the success streak that was mine.